I am in my early thirties and have never had an actual job, must less a career. I worked for two years before I met my husband, got pregnant and quit my job. Lately I have been thinking about doing something with all this free time I have. My son is in 5th grade so he doesn't need me any more, so that is no excuse as to why I am still at home.
We don't necessary need the income, thank God, but I am so bored most of the time. There is only so many sites online I can read, only so many games I can play and only so many shows/movies I can watch!
My problem is that I don't have a passion for anything. I have several talents, but nothing I LOVE to do. So I can't decided what to focus on. I also have a fear of failure and a fear of success. Yeah it makes no sense, but that is who I am!
Am I the only one with this problem? Anyone else feel they are wasting their life way by doing nothing with the gifts God has blessed you with? Maybe I should start a support group!
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